It is that phase of my life where my ambition and
determination are being covered up by the dark cloud of lack of focus. It is
that phase of my life where I find myself juggling too many balls with constant
fear of dropping them. The biggest dilemma is to give up on a few things and it
is hard to decide which aspect to give up on. I find myself taking up
unnecessary projects for myself. Has it ever happened to you? I am not sure if
I am looking too much into the future and losing out on my present. Just when I
am working on a project, I am also thinking about the next one. I am making
plans for my fitness but at the same time I am thinking about wisely investing.
I am trying to book my vacation at the same time I am looking for an
educational class to pursue. It gets worse. I awaited the super bowl day for so
long and what I do is go buy a car on the super bowl day !! Has it ever
happened to you? I am in early realization phase that I am losing focus and
need to course correct my life. May be what I need is a timetable for each day,
week and month on what I want to achieve in these days. I guess this is what is
called balancing your life and I am not getting it J. I need to work on it because ambition without focus will lead you to failure making you look smart all the way untill you fail :)
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